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Title: last time around, first time on the ground for now
Category: in love
Blog Entry:  im not a jiggalo or a sellout. Im not a hormone ridden fool. But i am acting wild as a bug, and i do have chills and they are multiplying.  but seriously time is a wastin' and i need to get to the point. The point is i am in love and not lust. that is the point i wish to make is much the same as a brilliant fundamentalist made in his commentary about my first post.  Satisfaction, humor, empathy, trust and intimate love love is all that matters. every thing else is icing on the proverbial cake of mortal life. icing distracts you form the sustenance and substinance.   sure we all start as perfect (or rather imperfect and highly flawed) strangers. we dont even know our parents not even our mothers who brought us into this world after literally housing us for at least 9 months off intense labor.  we don't know anyone and it takes a while to get any trust, even the inherent trust humans require for their parental units.  I am loving by nature and i was nurture to be a bad boy and a good man. a tough man and a boy who wont do anything he dosent want to. now i am changed, i am unafraid to love the girl of my dreams.  she will be loved, by me everyday, and more then just the four letters and three word bullshit love that poets consider realistic.