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37 years old
Hermiston, Oregon
United States

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Not Ready for a Relationship


Job: Engineer
Smoke: No
Drink: Socially
Religion: Christian - other
Orientation: Straight
Dating status: Confused
Body type: Average
MEMBER SINCE: Nov 11 2007, 9:57 pm
LAST LOGIN: Feb 07 2008, 5:55 pm

Well it all started when i told one of my friends that i really like this girl. she thought i had a good chance and she went and told the girl i liked that i liked her and all went well and we had a date all planned. The date went well and so did the relationship. Month after month after month, nonstop kissing and romance. I really thought we were in love. Then all of the sudden one of my friends started getting close with her, soon enough she leaves me for him. I was in shock, and very pissed off. Eventually though it blew over and she realized she loved me and came back. It almost seemed unreal. We were so happy. Then a few more months and the fighting started. We fought about every little thing and we swore we'd work it out, but that didn't work. We grew apart and broke up. The next month was the wierdest one I've ever had, back and forth it seemed like we really liked eachother again, and I fell in love with her again. It was all good and fine, and we were so close to going out again. When all of the sudden one huge fight, I try to make it up to her but not soon enough. My best friend, practically my brother, gets to her first and won her over. It was horrible for me and I went through a lot of depression and attemped suicide once. But they broke up and i still try to fix it sometimes but it always results in a fight and we grow apart again. I wish i could just have her listen for five minutes and that she could understand how much I really love her and need her and want her back. I don't think my heart will ever fully mend itself.

hook4900 has 4 friend(s)

My Comments

Dec 21 2007, 9:58 pm
what's up Hook! How are you?

Dec 12 2007, 10:43 am
Thanks for the complement! Have a nice day!

Dec 05 2007, 8:04 pm
Thank you for the comment! your kinda cute yourself!

Nov 13 2007, 12:06 am
I like the video you have on your page! it's so funny!

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